Friday, December 30, 2011

One of those moments

I'm still awake. I'm assaulted by feelings of doubt, loathing of myself, severe fear.

The man I haven't stopped loving is moving away tomorrow. I'm afraid to tell him I still love him. I'm feeling sick. I don't want him to go. I know he needs too.

I feel ugly, frumpy, fat, not worthy of anyones love. I'm defeated. How do I move up?

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